What's Been On My Mind? Productivity
I know this is a question LITERALLY no one has asked... BUT I am going to tell you anyway! Something I did not know about cancer is the way it makes you feel about time. Of course, I suspected it would make me feel like I am running out of time (which it does) but it does more than that. It gives me this feeling the second wake up, like I absolutely cannot stay in bed a single second longer because if I do you just forfeited those precious moments I'm already running low on. It sounds like a good thing, right??? You're probably thinking, "Man, I wish I felt like that!!" It is a good thing, sort of. It makes me feel like I MUST get up and be productive for as long as I physically/mentally can during the day but there lies the problem. I am not all that physically/mentally capable. Chemo has been kicking my butt. I did my 10th round of treatment last Tuesday and still do not feel very well and I am writing this for you nearly a week later (Sunday morning). So, how do...